It has been 4 months since I found out I was pregnant and almost 3 months since we lost her. I am finally at a point where I am ready to move on. I am ready to fill the gap which is now a part of our family. We have the dynamic of a multiple child home, but we only have one. I am not sure if that makes any sense to anyone but me. We are praying to be pregnant sometime soon. Any positive baby dust is much appreciated.